to those reading this and dont know me, i was dating a girl for some time now and she ripped my heart out and crushed it. I waisted so much of my time, money, love, and talent. she was a lieing, kiniveing, bitch who didnt care about anyone but herself and she should rot in purgatory for all time, you pushed me one to many times. I'm sick of this shit! i destroyed myself over her and now i see she never loved me because then she would believe that I was not cheating on her... so here's to you bitch...


"The Bleeding"

[V1:]
I remember when all the games began
Remember every little lie and every last goodbye
Promises you broke, words you choked on
and I never walked away,
it's still a mystery to me

[Pre-Chorus:]
Well I'm so empty
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me
Well you're so unclean
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me

[Chorus:]
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over

[V2:]
Paint the mirrors black to forget you
I still picture your face and the way you used to taste
Roses in a glass, dead and wilted
To you this all was nothing
Everything to you is nothing

[Pre-Chorus:]
Well you're so filthy
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me
Well I'm so ugly
You're better off without me and I'm better off alone

[Chorus:]
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings (disaster); it's over

As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me
You're the darkest burning star, you're my perfect disease

[Chorus:]
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings; it's over
Disaster
The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings; it's over
Disaster

It's over now...


~I fucking hate you and you make me sick~

i'm no longer im my "perdicument"! my girl broke up with me 4 this butt-munch. and she relized he is an ass-munkey. so she's back with me... now to hope it stays that way. lol

i'm in a seriouse jam... my girlfriend, wel EX-girlfriend broke up with me and well... i'm not sure how to handel it... i love her, she loves me but there is a third party involved.... a guy she has known for four years... he loves her. he kissed her one night and it caused so much pain i want to end it all. we both care deeply about her... we will do anything for her. and she chose him over me... i wish i could figure out how she could write such beautiful things for me and not stick to them... i miss her already... and she made it even harder for me. please... i beg you... help me.

THE SLACKER'S PLEDGE
By: Wyatt j Snedeker

We, the sighners of this document, hereby regect the bullshit
of working life, the standardized educational system, and all other feeble attemts by "THE MAN" to indoctrinate us against our will
with pipe dreams of the "AMerican Dream", the benifits of higher education and conforming to what this
warped society deems as "NoRMaL" rather, we embrace the
notion of self-reliance, thereby enjoying life to its
fullest and most free. We herby pledge to do the
bare minimum in school and our future jobs, more
free time and leaving our minds unclutterde and
oPen to new experiences. Only by doing this
can we hoPe to live upto our fullest putential.

Signed with all intet And SERIOUSNESS:
________________________________________ __________

X___________________________

i was out of school from the start due to the events that hapend at the end of the first semester last year. now, i've finaly gotten the chance to go back........ on one condition, "you need to 'lose' the goth 'thing' or we can't let you back in" the judge said to me. i shook my head (pissed off). i'm so pissed off! grrr! i can't beleve this! they want me to bacicly be a drone!!!! i thought we where living in a 'color blind sociaty' then what's with this crap?! it's fuckin' biest! they preach about 'individality' and all that crap but what, i'm exempt?! it's Fucking Maddness!

ko, i'm done. i canonly bitch so much you know!

Dame it!